::CamWhores::

They serve no purpose whatsoever. Srsly,i know alot of people that fail, but this certain group of people (which in this case are all 21 year old girls) rank on my top list of people that fail hardcore. First of all, the way they "attempt" to hook people in makes them fail instantly. Guys, you've all been in that situation where one day your chillin on some random site like tagged or somewhere else that you have a profile on, and then out of nowhere you get a message from this random chick that looks like she could work for pent-house or playboy. The messages are worded differently of course but its ALWAYS THE SAME THING!!! "hi my name is so and so... heres my screename, lets have some fun". I also find it funny how they always PURPOSLY misspell messenger names like "hotmail.com" becomes "hawtmale dot cum", just so that it can fool the site into thinking it's not a robot spamming innocent people. Their profile is also a dead give away... created on the same day you got the message with little to none friends.

So let's say your a fucking dumbass that actually thinks you're gonna have some hott steamy cyber sex with this "chick", so you add her as a friend just to keep her around and add her screename so that when you see her, you can talk to her. Guess what, don't message her first cause she'll say something like "im busy, message me later" or "Im at work, can we do this another time?". You mean these bitches actually do something else?! NO WAI?! GTFO!! Well, idk and personally, i dont care. Anywho, your waiting, and waiting, and sometimes it might take a few days till she's done being busy to give you the time of day. Then what? Well, after she asks you the basics (how old are you, whats your name, how did you get her screenname, ect..) she will then say something like "im at my job now, but i do cam shows" or "i just got out of the shower, im still naked, wanna see?" or even "im so horny right now and i have all these toys with me, wanna see me use them?". Most guys think that THIS is where they hook you in, but it isn't, if your stupid enough to even give her the time and consideration, then you were already hooked... right now she is just reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelin you in. Now any horny bastard at this point would defenitely say yes, so after she hears you beg to see her naked, what does she do? She bitch-slaps you with the "click here to register and pay for my site, then the fun can begin". L.M.F.A.O. this bitch has GOT to be kidding me. News flash doll, you know how many free porn sites there are out there in the internet? Why would any SANE person wanna pay for something they can get free somewhere else? And it's not like their top secret sites too, their pretty well known (trust me on this one). Hell, i know a woman my age that shows me her tits for free, no questions asked (and no she isnt a fat ugly bitch, she's actually pretty decent). You know whats actually sad about all this? There are retarded assholes out there that actually go as far as registering to their sites and giving them money to see them strip on cam... talk about fuckin desperate. You know, as I get older, I'm starting to become more and more ashamed of the male population.

So ladies, your not the only one that get harassed online. Us guys have to deal with their fair share of creeps on websites like you do (even though our's isn't that bad... I'll admit you ladies have it worse). And i know some of you are asking yourselves "how do you know all this?"... well, believe it or not, I have ALOT of free time on my hands, and instead of using it to do something constructive (like make more songs to finish up my W.I.P. albums), I pretend to be a sucker and fuck around with camwhores, learning their pattern, then slapping the "DENIED" sticker on their head (and by that i mean using the block button, lol). Why just before i deciced to make this post I was chillin on the compy then out of nowhere i get a message from a random camwhere i added on yahoo. She did the basics but decided to go a different route and ask ME if i had a cam. I do have a cam, but i dont show my face to strangers. Of course i didnt tell her that, i just said i didnt have one. Then she got all pissed and was like "you seem busy, ill talk to you later, bye, erase me, i hate you". Funny shit right there.

Not only do i do it because I'm bored, but so that I can tell everyone else what it's like to deal with a camwhore and to stay away from them at all costs... you know, spread the word so that dumbasses wont fall for this crap. Also if you are a camwhore and you are reading this, then do the world a favor... if you don't wanna better yourselves, then please... kill yourself, because you are not a functioning member of society... and bring the assholes guys that fell for your stupidity with you.

::Internet Dating::

Seriously, wtf does a decent guy like me have to do to get a decent girl online? I've always been told that "honesty goes a long way" and "you get more with honey than you do with viniger". Apparently that's not the case. Also there's too many fuckin morons ruining it for the rest of us that actually use internet sites like those for a purpose.

Let's start first with the reason why most girls are messed up... asshole men. You stupid bastards ruin it for the rest of us "nice guys", and its getting to the point where im sick of being the "just a really nice friend" because either I'm not "tough enough" or because they have serious trust issues. Yes, SOME girls are bitches, but not ALL of them are, and the ones that are there are better ways to deal with the situation then abuse. Besides, it's YOUR fucking fault that you wanted a "girl" instead of a "grown woman" (see my first blog post). i hope when you all are rotting in hell, you get raped in the ass by a dozen bitches with blunt objects that will make your insides bleed for all eternity. Let this be a lesson to you all, karma is a bitch that will bite you harder than you have ever been bitten before... think twice before damaging the goods, then giving the rest of us the "hand-me-downs" you dont want anymore.

Now that I've gotten that out of the way... Women... you need to get your shit straight, like YESTERDAY!!! it pisses me off more that everytime i go on Tagged and chill in the "Meet Me" section for a bit, I find so many profiles with so many problems... and I doubt that it's just for that site only, there are prolly a few other sites like that as well, but lets use this one as an example, because thats the one i hang-out at the most.

#1... PRIVATE PROFILES SUCK!!! if you are single, and interested in/looking for a serious relationship, setting your profile to private is a fucking retarded idea. This is just as bad as women that leave their profiles blank, or give out TINY tid-bits of info about them and then end the rest with "if you wanna know more, then just ask me"... no fuck you bitch, its bad enough we have all these camwhores that make empty profiles with only ONE pic, you expect me to work harder than i have to, just so i can find out what you like and don't like? I dont fucking like that... I didnt join this site just so i can fuckin play "20 questions" with you. If you don't wanna be open and up-front about yourself, then get the fuck off the site so that the rest of us can actually find someone that is SERIOUS about finding someone online. In fact, i find it really fucked up that women with statuses of "dating" or "in a relationship" have ALOT MORE info on their profile than the majority of single girls. You would THINK that it should be the other way around, but alas, this is not the case.

#2... wtf is "its complicated"? Are you unsure whether or not you WANT a relationship or not, or is your love life THAT fucked up that you can't grow some balls and make up your mind whether to fix it or end it? Anyone that has that as their status should stay the fuck away from me, cause I have no time to play those kinds of games.

#3... NORMALLY when i message a girl I would expect to carry somewhat of an intelectual conversation with her... not someone who gives me short answers or kills the convo with ONE word answers like "ok" or "lol" or "nuttin" and so on and so on. If you have poor communication skills, work on it OUTSIDE the site.

#4... girls with trust issues. Ok so your past relationships were fucked up. No biggie, I can relate, my two ex gf's weren't prizes themselves. BUT DONT DWELL ON THE PAST AND RELATE IT/COMPARE IT TO EVERY OTHER GUY YOU MEET!!! This SPECIFIC reason is why most of us "nice guys" wind up in that "just friend's only" situation to begin with. Hey here's a though... why not get to know me first BEFORE you start assuming shit about me and judging me. I would actually shock you with the answers i would give you.

#5... Single Mothers. Some of them are ok, but others like to throw their kid(s) in your face. Seriously, I really don't give a fuck about your kid. You can call me cold, you can call me heartless, but the kid is not mine so i could care less about it. If your lookin for a "baby daddy", then look somewhere else cause I'm not fallin for that shit.

And finally #6... ugly bitches that think they are all that. Why is it that THEY are the ones that complain about "woman being treated like sex slaves... if you a playa, stay away" and shit like that? As if some supermodel hunk actually decided to go "hey you know what? even though there are a thousand other hott chicks I would rather be with, I wanna do HER because she is hott". Granted everyone is different, and its whats on the inside that counts, but APPEARANCE is a factor as well. For example... if you have fucked up teeth, thats YOUR problem. Theres this marvelous invention called the tooth brush... shoulda used THAT in your past life.

I think that cover's up most of it... if I'm missing anything else, lemme know.

I've been meaning to type this up earlier but coudn't find the time to do so till now. Anywho thank god 2008 is over cause i could not stand another moment of that year. From start to finish, anything that could possibly go wrong, DID go wrong.

Let's start with the main reason why i hated 2008 so much... INTERNET PEOPLE!!! More specifically the people that post on the forums that i used to chill at (I say used to cause for the people that didn't get my memo, i quit forums forever). Seriously, what the fuck??? Its because of them that i hate people even more than I did before. Has society gone THAT far down the crapper that we now live in a backwards retarded world where stop means go, and good means bad? Who became king of the internets and declared a law saying that common sense, and good clean fun is not allowed on the web? And god forbid anybody talks about it away from the computer... its like 4Chan has people all brainwashed. I say, let the truth come out, maybe parents would actually be aware of whats REALLY going on when their kid is on the compy, and then they can beat the shit out of their kids like they should have done a LONG time ago... but i digress.

The world of DDR/ITG/SM was never the way it is now. I've lost interest in everything StepMania related because young n00bs and elite assholes wanna make everything into a joke and make sure that everyone has a bad experience. It USED to be where if someone was trolling the place, they would get the ban-hammer, no questions asked. Now every moderator and admin is so fucking leniant that they too become the trollers that they were SUPPOSED to get rid of in the first place, which ruined alot of good communities. Even DDRPlace, the forum I was moderator of, is slowly turning into that same pile of shit thats everywhere else cause their allowing elitism and stupidity. And to make things worse, people are merging Stepmania and Anime into one category... VERY BAD IDEA!!! For those of you that do not know how people infatuated with anime act, then you are very lucky. These fuckin freaks of nature think it's so cool to imitate japan that they fail so hardcore at trying to be exactly like those fucking cartoons. First of all, last i checked, theres already ONE day of the year where your ALLOWED to dress up in costumes, and if I wanted to see Chun-Li everyday, I would be glued to my tv playing Street Fighter Alpha 3 on my PS2 (not the best example, but you get my point). Second, its NEVER ok to horribly rape a language you think is cool... specially if its the same fucking word over and over. You live in america, so speak engish!!! Just cause other countries try to become more "westernized" or "american" doesnt make it ok for us to do the same shit with other countries. Let's try to lead a GOOD example for once... its bad enough the rest of the world thinks we are a bunch of fucked up assholes, our reputation does not need to get any worse than it already is. There is a fine line between liking something, and being totally obsessed with it... DO NOT CROSS THE LINE... EVER!!! There are plenty of other good things out there than anime and japan stuff. Oh and the next time some anime douche decides to tell me I'm wrong and then start acting like he/she knows everything, their gonna loose some teeth. Plain and simple, if it isn't related to anime, THEY ARE ALWAYS WRONG!!!

Getting back to dance games, i find it upsetting that when another dance game that isn't DDR comes along to try to start some friendly competition, a fucking internet world war starts. News flash people, DDR really isn't all THAT great. IMO it had a good long run right about till 5th mix... maybe even 7th mix, but thats prolly pushing it. Now the newer games fail so hard that instead of sticking to what works, they would rather make changes that appeal to the "new generation"... oh you mean the "new generation" that seems to think that whoring crossovers & jackhammers, maxing out the stream radar, and making drastic BPM changes is a good idea? Yea I'm sorry but i don't see anything fun about that. Plus the fact that Konami keeps sueing everything then using their ideas for their own games just makes them into a bunch of hypocrites... cause let's face it, even though "Oh La La" had a "glitched" hand chart on heavy, PIU came out with the "hands" concept first. And everyone knows where the "shock arrow" thing came from, so their not fooling anyone. Good thing i left the scene when i did, cause i do NOT wanna be around when iDance starts to become popular. Which brings me to my next point... why do people ALWAYS try to find the bad in everyone or everything instead of looking at the positive? Even when theres absolutely nothing wrong with said person or said object, its like people feel the NEED to belittle something just to feed their ego and make their self-esteem healed. News flash people, just cause you make your ePenis big doesnt mean your REAL penis is any bigger. It's just like guys that buy hot rods and other fancy sports cars... they try to cover up their failure with materialistic things. I lost count as to how many times i got the shit flammed out of me just cause i made a few sm files that they "didnt approve". Hey jackass, maybe the sm file wasn't intended for YOU ONLY... there are still a few old-skool players out there that believe in the TRUE reason for loving dance games... did you ever think about THAT one??? of course not, because majority of people around that community are selfish pricks that want all the attention for themselves, and fuck everyone else that doesn't give it to them. All they need is the black clothes and box-cutter blades, then they would be complete (btw, that was an emo joke for you retards that didnt get it).

My god, i could actually make a list of all the people that pissed me off in 2008 that pretty much explains everything i just stated. For example, i know a 14/15 year old girl in Maine that has some family and ex bf issues. She would always cry to me and tell me all these stories that happened to her, but instead of taking my advice like a GOOD mentally stable person would, she just did whatever the hell she wanted to do, and when I confronted her about it, she went all 180 on me and turned into another internet troll. Now she spends 24/7 with her new bf and SMOKES POT... yea... that helps alot *rolls eyes*. Then theres this dude in New Jersey... OMFG... why is he even existing to begin with?!?!? What normal 29 year old flirts with 14 year olds, can't use proper english and thinks it's cool to copy other people's works and claim it as his "own originally inspired creation"??? I swear he had to have been dropped on his head as a kid... NUMEROUS TIMES. So should have been a blowjob. Whats even worse is that he has the audasity to create something like this... This is the same kid that claims to have connections with the japanese mafia. Someone please just take a bat to his skull and end his suffering, for MY sake!!! Oh but it doesn't end there... I had a kid in florida ask me to teach him how to make sm files. And when i teach someone to do something, i dont give them all the information in one shot. I start with the basics, THEN work my way up. Apparently that wasn't good enough for him, he was thinking way too much about it and asking me 9783467239 questions, some of them i didnt even have answers to. Fuckin people man... PAY ATTENTION THE FIRST TIME!!! it's not that fucking hard to understand either, i self-taught myself everything i know, i didnt have help like everyone else does now. And I admit i'm no super genious so if i can get the concept of it, anyone can.

I also hate people that say their your friend but you never hear from them till the next full moon appears. Like wtf, is your life THAT fucking busy that you cant take the time to say "hey, how are you this fine day?". I'm ALWAYS fucking busy but i still make the time to talk to people and manage with other people's stupidity. And I let people know right off the bat that just cause I dont make the first approach to talk, doesn't mean i DONT want to talk. if I didnt wanna talk, I wouldnt always be on AIM or MSN or Yahoo (well now I'm on yahoo only so sucks for the people on AIM and MSN that know me). Quit being so fucking lazy, and if you really don't care, then heres a though... CLEAN OUT YOUR FUCKING BUDDY LIST AND GET RID OF MY SCREENNAME!!! I dont wanna hear about how your always working and/or if you also have a kid, how your always taking care of him/her which makes you all wiped out. If thats really the case, then you REALLY shouldnt have internet friends to begin with, your eyes should be glued to that child till he/she is at an age where they dont need superivision 24/7. I also don't need people that i used to be close with pop out of nowhere and tell me that they are on a "on again/off again" relationship because the bf is such a dick and your too much of a pussy to just say its over, and then i never hear from you again.

So much bullshit drama in 2008. And to top it all off, I find out that everything my ex gf told me about her was a COMPLETE LIE!!! Why would anyone tell someone else that they live alone in an apartment, the mother & stepdad hates them, their real dad is dead, and one of their friends is "Lady GaGa" who lives in california but wants to get away from the glamour and fame so she comes to NY every now and then to visit and live a "normal" life... only to hear from that person's other friend that the person still lives with the mom and stepdad, the real dad isnt dead cause he fixed the friend's pool last summer, and that the "Lady GaGa" girl doesn't even exist. The Lady GaGa thing I wasn't shocked over cause i knew she was lying about that cause everytime i asked her if i could meet her, she always said no and came up with some bogus excuse as to why. But the other things i was really shocked about, cause she let a lie THAT big go one for two years... TWO FUCKING YEARS.. and when the truth finally came out she decided to forget about me all together. UM YES HELLO... LOONEYBIN... YOU HAVE AN EXTRA RUBBER ROOM AND STRAIGHT JACKET WITH YOU? I KNOW SOMEONE WHO DESPERATELY NEEDS IT!!! At least my first ex gf got it when I said "i dont want anything to do with you, you are fucking dead to me"... the second ex just can't seem to keep those words in her head, and like an idiot, i feel bad for her and give her the benefit of the doubt cause i still had feelings for her. Well no more. She can go die in a fucking car crash for all i care.

I prolly have more, but I cant remember them at the moment but yea... this is why 2008 sucked ballz